02-07-25

it's been a while since i last did this.. and by that i mean uhhhh 3? weeks? i have NO idea.. i cant math. HOWEVER my beads came and theyre super awesome and AHHHHH and also the pins and stickers came and i couldnt be happier!!! i made like a bunch (5) of bracelets and liek.. itz super cool. i made an infinity on high, from under the cork tree, myspace, an d two bracelets that are just my phone number so i can give em to people when they ask 4 my number!! idk its a fun little idea. i like making stuffz for people a lot, it makes me happy :D

i really like giving stuff and making it for people, i don't make a lot of stuff, but it's always worth it when i do. i guess it could be considered how i show appreciation for people? i guess i just like seeing people happy, it's always fun. i wish i could just tell them how much they mean to me without sounding weird, ya know? like, as a platonic thing i guess. although, i kinda have this irrational fear of people not taking me seriously. i mean, adults don't take me seriously at all, and i know my friends DO take me seriously, but it just lurks in the back of my mind i guess.

sorry for the whole rant, thing? fuhk, im tired. ya know, it's only 5:39 (PM) which is kinda funny. i sleep like a cat, typically 10-16 hours per day. im always cold, i like blankets. although that is partially my fault since i sit in the dark too much for my own good, cuz ya know, light = heat or whatever. goodnight, i'm way too fuhkin tired.